So sick of all of the broken promises.
I would rather die then feel this pain any longer
Why is there always a problem in my relationships? It’s almost as if god is purposely punishing me for something I’ve done. I feel like I’m destined to feel this way until the day that I die…I finally find the perfect guy for me, the “one”, and of course there’s an issue that I can’t handle. It’s eating me up inside. I know I love him more than I’ve ever loved anything in my pathetic life, but this ONE issue is causing me to feel more pain than I’ve ever felt in my life…it’s causing me to be unhappy in this “perfect” relationship. To most people it’s not even an issue, but to me, it means EVERYTHING. It was supposed to be so special…it was supposed to be mine and I was supposed to give him mine…but that will never be the case. I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I HATE THIS! I will never be happy…this is my fate.
